Friday, October 1, 2010

1 oct 2010

I thought i can make people`s around me happy and i was wrong .i cant do it even failed to cheer myself . I tried to use my way to forget those unhappy case that contain in my mind but it does`t work =( .

i thought mun yee is happy but her every single smile and laugh is fake .she pretend it ! she does`t feel happy at all .I failed to cheer her up . . .
my step sister does the same problem .Not fake but i really cant make her happy .Maybe they just think my way to make them smile is just some crap . . .The way i act and pretend to cheer them up is just an idiot who are talking some rubbish and crap and it does`t make any sense. sigh

Cant even cheer up myself .Why i want to cheer up them ? Because of the feeling of being moody ? Turning us down . . . . .

Currently moody
very down
i hope someone could understand me
anyone ?

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